ShopDreamUp AI ArtDreamUp
Deviation Actions
Literature Text
nobody takes me seriously
because its just a threat
because i could never
i would never
but i definitely could and would
not to mention should
but it doesn't often make sense
how it became a joke
my demeanor always serious
and yet my threats idle
i'm just stalling
never fixing anything
i'm such a coward
the scars are just cries for attention
stop being so emo
stop being so fake
you don't have it so bad
but no one sees me at night
when i can't sleep
and my body aches
my fists clench
my heart races and pounds
tears streaming down my face
i can no longer think
but all people see is the smile
the one i wear outside
its not safe to be broken
pieces get lost along the way
not to alarm you but your soul is showing
your humanity growing
and your heart is on your sleeve
i'm nothing but a shell
a hermit for love
wandering and searching
digging deeper and deeper
but the greatest treasure is never found
i don't deserve it
a monster through and through.
because its just a threat
because i could never
i would never
but i definitely could and would
not to mention should
but it doesn't often make sense
how it became a joke
my demeanor always serious
and yet my threats idle
i'm just stalling
never fixing anything
i'm such a coward
the scars are just cries for attention
stop being so emo
stop being so fake
you don't have it so bad
but no one sees me at night
when i can't sleep
and my body aches
my fists clench
my heart races and pounds
tears streaming down my face
i can no longer think
but all people see is the smile
the one i wear outside
its not safe to be broken
pieces get lost along the way
not to alarm you but your soul is showing
your humanity growing
and your heart is on your sleeve
i'm nothing but a shell
a hermit for love
wandering and searching
digging deeper and deeper
but the greatest treasure is never found
i don't deserve it
a monster through and through.
Literature
I love...
"Homophobe..."
I hate random people I've never met
Because what they do in the privacy
Of thier own bedrooms confuses and
titillates me... I find myself excited but
I have been told all my life that it is wrong
"God hates Gays" They tell me... "Gays go to hell..."
I see two men holding hands and I
have to turn away...it makes my heart
race and my face burn...so I lash out at them
And Attack...
I see two women kiss and I don't know
what to say...I am literally without words...
So I respond with the hate and rage that I was
Taught by my Church and my God that I am
Supposed to feel. I say things that hurt them
Or anger th
Literature
Thump Thump
My heart whispered to me thump, thump
What is my heart trying so hard to say?
Could it be for her? Wishing her to stay?
Eyes gleaming like saphires. Admirable self expression.
Voice to calm the soul. Words that pierce deep.
Wishing she was in our arms? Thump thump
Is that what you're trying hard to say O heart?
Encouraged Love of our mind? Potential Love of our soul?
Those are already a given, what is it heart?
Could it be these feelings we have not felt so sure about?
Even to hear a word to make you smile and beat like a heart attack?
Excuse me miss, I think my heart needs a word with you thump thump~
Literature
We
We
On these days, so hot and depressing I think of you.
I don't know you...
You don't know me.
Sometimes I think it will never be, the future that is we.
Then I see leaves, rustling in the gentle breeze.
Flower petals, scattered across the ground.
Blue painted sky, and butterflies that will never die.
And then I remember you are there.
You'll always be there.
I'll find you one day....
And you'll find me.
And we'll paint the future.
As ours.
Suggested Collections
Featured in Groups
the honest to God truth.
© 2010 - 2024 underst8ment
Comments17
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
That's sad </3 If you ever want to talk, let me know.